Family Matters

I love Christmas time. I love the carols, the nativity service, the fairy lights, the food, the presents, the tinsel and the Christmas movies (the straight to TV types are my favourite). I particularly love the effort (or the excuse) people make to socialise. From the work Christmas parties to the forced gatherings with family and friends.

Most of my childhood I spent part of Christmas Day travelling across London with my family to spend Christmas Day with my Grandparents and my Aunt. Here we would spend a very happy day fighting over the limited amount of gravy before traipsing back home. A few days later we would then all pile back in the car and travel up North to spend time with my Aunt and Uncle on the Wirral, which would, of course, include another full Christmas dinner.

Not everyone’s Christmas is filled with such happy family memories. Families are complicated and can be very messy (mine included). Some people don’t have a family or any friends to see over Christmas or choose not to see them.    

At St James being a family is important to us. One of our key values is LIVE. It’s about living as a community, a family, about creating supportive networks and providing friendships. To us, family really matters. What better time, than Christmas, to be reminded of this key calling of STJ.

For to us, a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.  Isaiah 9:6

This amazing Christmas story, of the birth of a baby boy, created a family, a family of people who love the Christmas story all year round. At St James, this means we do life together. We are a support network for each other regardless of how messy our family life may be or how messy we may be.

If you are longing for a community, a family, a support network this Christmas. Why not come and join us at one of our Christmas Services. Not only will we be looking at this wonderful story but there will be carols, Christmas food and plenty of fairy lights.

Merry Christmas
Kirsty x


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25th July – St James’ Day

You may or may not know, but today (25th July) the Church of England (and all the Western churches, in fact) celebrate the festival of St James. Some churches would celebrate this day (often known as their Patronal Festival) with a big service but we’ve gone for the low-budget option of a blog.

Who was St James?

The St James celebrated today is St James the Great, son of Zebedee, and one of the disciples of Jesus (not to be confused with James son of Alphaeus a.k.a. St James the Less, also a disciple).

We first meet James in Matthew 4. Jesus walks by the Sea of Galilee and calls Simon Peter and his brother Andrew to follow him before then calling on James and his brother John to do the same. ‘Immediately they left the boat and their father and followed him’ (Matthew 4:22).

James saw many amazing things while he followed Jesus and joined him in preaching that the kingdom of heaven was near and in doing miracles (Matthew 10). James was one of the three on the mountaintop in Matthew 17 who saw Jesus transfigured, Moses and Elijah, talking with him, and heard the voice of God declare Jesus to be his Son. He will also have been one of the disciples in the Upper Room in John 20 who saw the resurrected Jesus and who saw Jesus ascend into heaven in Acts 1.

He didn’t always get it right, however (who of us has?!) James and John were known as the ‘sons of thunder’ (Mark 3:17), perhaps because they had a temper. In Luke 9:51-56 we see this anger come out when Jesus is rejected from a village and James and John ask: ‘Lord, do you want us to command fire to come down from heaven and consume them?’ (Let’s be honest, who hasn’t thought that about a particularly annoying colleague or a bureaucratic set of forms?) Jesus rebukes them sharply for their comments (not least because he had just told them what to do when they were rejected in Luke 9:5!)

James and John are also known for their petition to sit at Jesus’ right and left hand in glory (Mark 10:35-45; Matthew 20 indicates their mother was with them as well). They do not know what they are asking, and Jesus tells them: ‘The cup that I drink you will drink; and with the baptism with which I am baptised, you will be baptised; but to sit at my right hand or at my left is not mine to grant, but it is for those for whom it has been prepared.’

James suffered a martyr’s death and was the first apostle to be killed for their faith. Acts 12 records that Herod had him killed by the sword in an outbreak of persecution (in 44 AD if tradition is correct). Peter is also arrested when Herod sees that the Jews were pleased with James’ death and yet God frees Peter from the prison. James’ brother John outlives all the other apostles writing the Gospel of John, 1-3 John, and Revelation and dies of natural causes on the island of Patmos in exile.

What can we learn from St James?

James may have had a temper, and he may have not known what he was getting himself in for when he asked to sit by Jesus in glory, but it seems like he never lost that zeal he had when Jesus first called him. He and John both left their father and their nets, which they were repairing, and they followed Jesus.

As a result of that moment of decision, James had a life seeing Jesus teach and perform miracles, die and rise again. He joined the other apostles in performing miracles, in testifying to what they had seen Jesus say and do, and to the coming kingdom of God. He was filled with the Spirit and Pentecost and was clearly a leading member of the church as he was first apostle to be killed for his faith.

Through the ups and downs, James was committed to Jesus. His life was cut short and ended in suffering, but he also saw Jesus in the glory of God up a mountain.

It’s been up and down for us to at St James over the last few months. Our building has positives and negatives (more positives now that the kitchen/toilets are nearly done!) and we’ve had changes on the staff team (which is exciting, but it was sad to lose Debs and Neil). In our own personal lives, we always have good days and bad days, good seasons and bad seasons.

The challenge from James’ life is to keep following Jesus when we get it wrong, when we suffer (whether because we’re Christian or just because the world is broken), and when we see Jesus clearly in all his glory. ‘Immediately they left the boat and their father, and followed him’.


Ed Down

From Now On

Kirsty & Ivy

— Kirsty is operations officer at St James in the City. She was born in Liverpool but had a gap of 17 years living down south before she came back to marry a scouser. She is very confused where her north/south allegiance should lie… —

I know the last blog post was about ‘our transition period’, and we don’t want to harp on about it, but there really has been a drastic amount of change at STJ over the last few months. Building work, temporary accommodation and an ever-revolving staff team to name but a few.

But finally, it all seems to be settling down. Jude has returned, Matt our new worship pastor is on the horizon and we will hopefully be back in Church before we know it.

It almost feels like a new beginning, the start of something new. This is exciting and yes, a little scary. Our new building will hopefully give us the chance to start new ministries, reach new people and to make an even bigger impact on our community. New staff members and interns will bring different skills and a new vision for the leadership team. September we will see a new wave of students, ready to use their gifts to serve Liverpool and STJ.

I don’t know about you, but I am more than happy to jump on the ‘Greatest Showman’ craze that is sweeping the nation. The songs are everywhere, and I for one am not complaining. Whilst listening (again) to the soundtrack, the final song, “From Now On”, started to take on a different meaning, especially in the light of our building work at St James and our ‘new beginning’ 

A man learns who is there for him
When the glitter fades and the walls won’t hold

‘Cause from then, rubble
One remains
Can only be what’s true
If all was lost
Is more I gain
‘Cause it led me back
To you

From now on
These eyes will not be blinded by the lights
From now on
What’s waited till tomorrow starts tonight
Let this promise in me start
Like an anthem in my heart
From now on
From now on

(lyrics to ‘From Now On’, The Greatest Showman)

The ‘glitter’ has long faded, but our building isn’t quite ‘rubble’, and as far as I am aware, no one is planning to join the circus. (Does anyone actually know where Jude has been the last few months, perhaps he was really practising his trapeze act.)

But I do think this song has a point, even if the one I am making is slightly different from the film. When things get tough and we are forced to start again, when your circus burns to the ground and it looks like all is lost, it actually reminds us ‘who all this is for’. For STJ this isn’t our family, biological or the circus kind, but Jesus.

STJ’s new beginning, the start of chapter two, is a perfect chance for us to stop and remember who all this is for

‘But when I stop
And see you here
I remember who all this was for’

The Bible talks a lot about the importance of stopping, being still and refocusing on God. It also gives us promises that wherever we stand and whatever we face we are not alone, our God goes before us:

Psalm 46:10 Be still, and know that I am God

Psalm 46:1-3 God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging

2 Timothy 4: 17 But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength

As Christians, as a Church, we have the biblical promise that we are not in this new beginning alone. God goes with us, He is our refuge and He is our strength. This isn’t a promise that it will be easy, but a promise that we don’t go alone.

In the film, they thought they had lost it all, but from the rubble grew something even more exciting and even more beautiful. New beginnings can be scary, but right now I am excited and I am expectant.

My prayer for STJ and for you is that God continues to go before us, continues to uphold us. That it never becomes about being the greatest show, but this new beginning is a chance to refocus on God. That it becomes a place where the impossible comes true, where no one is ashamed of all their scars and where the outcast is always welcome. We pray that from now on these biblical promises continue being an anthem in our hearts. Amen

Ps runaways and bearded ladies are always welcome at STJ

Kirsty Fazakerley

*blog is about the sentiment of the film rather than the historical character the film is loosely based on.


Ed & Zoe

— Ed is curate at St James in the City and moved to Liverpool with his wife Zoë in 2017. Ed has fast become a central member of the local cricket team and hails from Oxford, via Bristol. —

The last few months have been a strange time for us at St James. Jude went off on a study break after Easter Sunday and has been busy slogging away on his book. Neil and Marg left us a few weeks later to move up to Blundellsands and start a new chapter of their ministry. Finally, Debs has also moved on as she prepares to start ordination training in Bristol from September.

Meanwhile, we have started our building project and have had to move into St James’ House for our services. Our students have been doing exams and some are also moving on to pastures new. We celebrated as Bishop Paul led our confirmation service and have started to look forward to our church plant in two years time with a sermon series on church planting in Acts.

In the midst of all this, the staff team has worked incredibly hard to pick up the slack and to keep church running as smoothly as it has. We have grown closer as a group and everyone has stepped up to the challenge, especially our interns Beth, Isaac and Cherry. I’ve often joked that it’s ‘all been fine’ because I have just done what Kirsty said, but there is no doubt that without her it would have been impossible to keep on top of everything.

However, what has been most obvious has been God’s faithfulness to us. We could not have asked for the building project and the services in St James’ House to go any more smoothly. It is clear that he has been with us in this time of transition, guiding us and helping us by his Spirit.

(Note, if you disagree with how well you think everything has gone, feel free to let us know!)

The Church of England’s set readings are currently taking us through the book of Joshua. This book is all about a group of people in transition. It starts with God commissioning Joshua following the death of Moses and with Israel entering the promised land; at the end, Joshua dies and the tribes renew the covenant before each other and God.

In the midst of all the changes that Israel goes through, the constant is the guiding hand of God (when the Israelites listen) and his goodness and faithfulness to his people. As the story continues through Judges and the other history books, the pattern continues: God is the constant through the changing whims and fortunes of the people of Israel. As one Psalm puts it:

‘O give thanks to the Lord, for he is good,
for his steadfast love endures forever’ (136:1).

We are in the midst of the appointment process for a new vicar; our new worship pastor,  Matt Courtney,  will be joining us very soon, September we will have plenty of new members, especially students and this will all be hosted in a new(ish) building. St James’ is an ever-changing church, because of our demographic and because we try to seek out what God is doing without relying too heavily on the past. But through it all, let us remember that Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today, and forever (Hebrews 13:8) and that he is our goal, our source, and our purpose.

We are not defined by our situation, or by the number of staff, old and new. We are defined by the steadfast love of Jesus Christ, the love that endures forever.

Ed Down

God’s Word Never Fails


— Isaac is spending the year with St James in the City as an intern and Worship Central Academy student. When Isaac’s not seeing his favourite bands live or visiting the local cinema, he can often be found behind the lens shooting his own projects —

I never originally intended to take a year out, it wasn’t even something I had considered, and I definitely didn’t think I would spend my year out interning at a church. However, I began to get the impression that a year out was what God was calling me towards when several different people gave me words from God that all pointed that way.

Through receiving different words from people, I eventually realised that God was pointing me in this direction and I decided to do the Worship Central Academy and an internship at St James.

The first word I received came about 3 years ago at a church event that Debs had invited me to. After the main block of worship the guest speaker came out to preach, but before he did he gave me three words he believed God had put on his heart to give to me. This was my first experience of this kind of interaction with God and it felt amazing.

Therefore, I would encourage you that if you think God has given you a word or a picture for someone, share it with them. It may seem random or unrelated but it could really help people connect and have a very personal experience with God.

However, these words can also come with fear… What does God want us to do?

In short, God wants us to go for it. If we discern that a calling is really from God then we should not be afraid. We are never given a mission too big because when we do God’s work the Holy Spirit comes upon us and gives us the strength and the ability to do all things:

            “For no word from God will ever fail.
Luke 1:37

This verse should give us confidence because we know that we can take peace in the chaos. Following a calling from God may feel chaotic, things will seem unstable and some aspects won’t go to our plan but we can find peace and stability because we know that God’s plan doesn’t fail.

In my experience, this has been the case. At the start I was nervous about whether this was the right choice for me to make, I was worried about talking to new people and concerned that I wasn’t good enough to fulfil my role. Thankfully, God gave me strength in that unstable time and I began my internship comfortably and he continues to give me strength to grow in confidence and develop throughout this year.

Half Night of Prayer

Night of Prayer

— Beth is a student pastor intern at St James. Elizabeth is a member of St James and student leader. They’re both passionate about prayer and have co-written this blog as we look forward to the Half Night of Prayer —

In my last year of university and during the start of my internship at St. James in the City, I have come to realise how important it is to be in communication with our Father in heaven. It awakens our hearts to His presence in every part of our lives and leads the way to being a more mature Christian.

Though I (Beth) have only begun to scratch the surface on the importance of prayer, I am further behind in actually achieving a life in constant contact with my Father.

A few things have opened me up to this attitude of prayer, starting with leading a talk in our Monday evening student group on prayer. In preparation I read most of a book called “A Praying life”, about a man who understands Gods role in his life. He is the Man in charge, his Father and Friend.

There were great stories in there and I enjoyed sharing what I learnt with the students at St. James, but there was still a long way to go. A lot of my reliance on God came during my final exams of my degree, where I had to let go of any control I thought I had to get through it.

In my summer holiday I learnt some new things about God and myself, but didn’t develop any habit of praying. Since starting as intern student pastor at St. James I have gone to weekly prayer breakfasts with a group of others to pray together.

For 6 weeks we followed the prayer course written by Pete Grieg and during this time Elizabeth, a student leader, told our group about God’s word for her to get some prayer training. What better way to train than to do it? So there started the planning for a half night of prayer!

And that’s where I (Elizabeth) come in. As Beth mentioned, prayer is something that I, especially recently, have been getting really excited about. When life used to get busy, prayer was something I’d often find myself forgetting to engage with. However, prayer is a fantastic and unique tool we have; it allows us to talk to God directly, and hear back from Him, which, when you think about it, is absolutely amazing!

When planning for the Half Night of Prayer started, one of the main things I wanted to achieve was to ignite (or probably in many cases reignite) peoples’ passion for prayer.

Prayer really is for everyone; something that never fails to encourage me into prayer is that Jesus himself prayed throughout his time on Earth.  If God’s own son needed to pray, it is safe to assume we need to as well!

With this in mind, the purpose of the Half Night of Prayer is to equip and inspire people with new ways to pray and connect with God, as well as allowing them to spend some quality time in the presence of the Holy Spirit. Finally I’ll leave you with a verse I find particularly encouraging:

‘This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to his will, he hears us.’ 1 John 5:14.

Beth & Elizabeth

What Is My Title?

Kirsty & Ivy

— Kirsty is operations officer at St James in the City. She was born in Liverpool but had a gap of 17 years living down south before she came back to marry a scouser. She is very confused where her north/south allegiance should lie… —

I’m always getting ‘annoyed’ at Neil (our Vicar) when he gets my title wrong. He often calls me the ‘Church Secretary’ and I am always quick to respond with “I’m actually the Operations Officer”, to which he replies “Yes, not yet the Operations Manager”.

This is all said in jest and we do have a great working relationship with humour at the centre, but why do I get so hung up on my title? Why am I so bothered by what I am called?

It is because titles aren’t just words, they are descriptive, they describe who we are as individuals, what jobs we are doing, what tasks we are meant to be completing. These titles start to become part of our identity and determine our worth. Titles also aren’t neutral, they bring all sorts of expectations and connotations.

Being a new(ish) mum, I have a new title. I’ve been violently thrown into a completely unfamiliar role, with no training and no employee handbook. This particular role comes with a title that has all sorts of associations and identities attached to it. However, I rarely get this title; my daughter refuses to call me mummy and I instead get called ‘irsty’, very upsetting. The title of ‘mum’ is a very precious title and I am enjoying it immensely. But it is also an overwhelming title, and comes with lots of jobs (mainly nappies), and lots of expectations that I am not ok with.

It can often be accompanied by a loss of your previous identity. From the minute you announce your pregnancy all conversations now revolve around the baby. Some people even take it further and stop buying you Christmas presents and only buy the baby one (outrageous!!). Lack of presents aside, this can often be a painful experience.

Titles can be really important, we gain identity from them. But the problem with gaining identity from titles is that; the things, and ideas we attach to these titles wont all be true and wont all be positive.  Whether these titles are in our workplace, social circles or homes, they will be full of beliefs about ourselves that are lies. “I’m not good enough”, “I’m not clever enough”, “I won’t be accepted”, “I’m not this…”, “I’m too much of that…” and so on…

However, our identity in Christ, our titles of ‘followers of Jesus’ and ‘children of God’ change things. If we find our identity in Christ; if this is our starting point; then all other identities pale into insignificance.  All our other titles start to be shaped by our overarching title ‘Follower of Jesus’.

We can start to set aside any image, any title or any falsehood about ourselves that doesn’t come directly from the one who made us. I can stop gaining my identity from being a ‘good mum’ or an ‘excellent operations officer’ but rather from who I am in Christ, a chosen child of God.

Gen 1:27 So God created mankind in his own image, in the image of God he created them; male and female he created them.

John 3:1a See how very much our Father loves us, for he calls us his children, and that is what we are!

One day I may be lucky enough to be promoted to operations manager, or perhaps I will move onto a completely new title. But whatever role I end up with, I need to be reminded to let my identity in Christ shape all that I do and all of who I am.